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here’s my boyfriend. he’s such a daaaaaaammn fatty boy. his ielts score is perfectly 6.5 fuuuckasss. i even get 4.5 from vidya’s answer sh(ee)t ; if you know what i mean.

ielts is very sucks. i can’t hear enought those australian accent.. i mean, i learn english but american.. not britis not also australian. maan, udah kayak kumur2 ngomongnya. emang gue ditakdirkan untuk ikut les ielts prep fuck itu. terimalah takdir. but anyway, 4.5 is still far froom 6. apalagi 6.5… then, i remember that the speaker said to us (gatau nyenengin gatau ngehibur liat sekelas udah pasrah liat soalnya) :

the first highest ielts score would get freebies ticket to singapore.. DOUBLE FUCK. i can’t get enough. it’s hard. ielts makes me beriberi after that.. instead my boyf get 6.5 also the ticket to singapore.

kalo gue jadi nyokapnya, bakalan gue bangga banggain. really. he’s the highest from 3 angkatan sekaligus. otaknya minta dibelek apa ya. but anyway, im quite proud of him.. yihaa yihaa selain jago makan dan mengendus endus bau bau tak enak ternyata pacarku jago bahasa inggris.. yuhuuu.

ps : i can’t get pretty pics on me. sekalinya gue cantikan dikit. edo yang busuk. dia kalo busuk emang busuk abis hahahahaha. so i put this pic here, at least muka gue sm dia sama sama burem hahahaha.

ps2 : this pic was taken at last saturday music3logy sma don bosco 2, it was totally fun success. that was my fashion show, the theme was 80’s but in here… i just like tantegirang haha.

ps3 : HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LIL’ BIATCH irein karyn legoh (she’s cellyn’s lil sistaaah) yuhuu.. make some noise at home ya.. ngapain kek lo latihan taekwondo kek apa kek. gileee baru 10 taun segede gitu, 20 taun mau ngalahin sumo nak? hahahahaha kidding dut

whoaaaaa, so finally pensi sekolah gue end up dengan success dan bikin seneeeng. ditambah Endah N Rhesa with their fvcking keewwwl performances, ecoutez in the middle of gerimis, Barry Likumahuwa project and so many romantic momments that’s just not me but everybody had, float -the romantic accoustic band theeeeen so much things.

aha, this is the most important thing, someone just told me the truth… even i know that since thousand years ago (lebay) since the first time he hold my hand… over jakarta’s highway and under maghrib’s sky. yes i know.

i know who is your angel. i knooow.

and when you said those things, im in love. again. again again. lets just fall in love agaaaaaaaiin -Jason Castro <3

this is my pride. gak gampang dapetin seragam ini. (ada nama gue lagi mana kece pisan euuuuuy hahahaha). gue udah pake baju PDU ini 3 kali yang pertama tuh pas pelantikan paskibra (dimana gue lap air mata lap ingus pake baju ini saking udah gak ada tissue), kedua pas upacara 17an yang kata anak anak jidat gue semerlap banget mana senyam senyum kan gue jadi ajudan kan ya yang disebelah kepsek.. yang kata keni kayak sekertaris negara.. kan emg mesti senyum kan.. masa gue dikatain cina daratan datang dari cina beneran sama anak anak.. gile, yang ketiga pas kemaren opening ceremony music3logy (pensinya sekolah gw)

well then, gue latihan buat formasi konfigurasi openingnya itu less than 2weeks. bawaannya kalo inget latihan pulang sekolah mau mati cepetan. pastinya bakalan pulang sore, dan end up dgn keringetan basah satu baju belom laper dan ngantuk combo pegel2. but it was cool then. upacara konfigurasi berjalan lancar. hari terakhir gue latihan (jumat) ujan deres sore2 dan gak bisa jiar (gue gak tau nulisnya jiar ada GR apa gimana) .. trus sabtu paginya mesti dateng jam 5 teng. udah mati aja deh. trus pas upacara, mana kan pake sepatu pantofel kan.. sepatu pantofel gue itu yang kiri kyk kekecilan gitu. damnass banget kan ya

nah formasi gw bakalan jalan pas amanat disampein sama kepsek. gue bener2 nunggu kata kata YAK DENGAN INI MUSIC3LOGY SAYA BUKA.. tapi gak ngomong2. udah ya dengan ini music3logy saya .. harapkan blablablabla. tetot. mana pake cerita pengalaman kepsek segala. gue udah mules. mules banget bangetan. muka udah asem. selin diblkg gue udah ngerasain hawa hawa gak enak, menn gila gue pengen ke toilet jeeeek.

akhirnya jalan… ups ya sblmnya gue sempet telat hormat bendera gitu. tambah nervous lah gue. untungnya formasi lancar. gue senyum. si edo di depan gue, bawaannya kalo ngeliatin dia pengen cengengesan gue hahaha. pas evaluasi.. WOHOOOO dikasih nilai 9- sama kakaknya. tetot abis. gila seneng banget. means that angkatan 14 udah bisa jaga nama baik paskibra. toaastttttt (Y)

dannn.. biar push up sampe pegel, ngerayap di tanah sampe lecet, keringetan sampe jelek.. im proud to be paskibra <3

man, gue tau gue gak ngeblog since 6novs but yeah im pretty busy untuk latian paskibra. and tomorrow is my big daay. groooawwr. dan gue sangat amat terangat berharap without making any stupido mistakes. UH. gw besok mesti di sekolah jam 5 pagi. agak mau mati sih tp gapapa sekali sekali. so yeah im going to bed then. besok gue cerita lagi, ciao.

WISH ME LUCK EVERYBADEH! CYUPPPPOOUS <3

i heart these sesame street’s. uh gue punya boneka elmo merah mulutnya mangap yg skrg udah gatau lenyap kemana, tapi lucunya pol polaaaaaannn <3<3

God, i know that you will give me anything i want. you will give me not only tons of longchamps but also those fvckyeah giuseppe zanotti shoes. you will give me not only belitong’s trip but also singapore’s trip. you will give me not also acer but also macbook even it’s cicilan0%citibank. you will never let me down. you will never let me be alone. you will never give me a bad luck. you will lead my whole life. you will give bunch things that i will never expected.

God, you throw me on a 5stars plane. you send me to the most beautiful heaven. you safe my papamama ama om tante sodara sepupu temen temen and nyai to the highest land. you love me more than anything. you give me the right direction. you give me so much time for me to decide the right choice. you send me a big guardian who plays guitar easily like eating something. who studies like tomorrow is the national examination day. without cheating even one time.

God, i know… you know everything. i heard that like exactly i was thinking before. i know you will never send me the bad one. i know you really know everything. i beg you to listen carefully what he want to. it’s not me properly. i know that clearly.

hu uh sejak blog gue pamornya naik dan dibaca temen2 gue, gue jadi agak agak agak agak gimana gitu hahaha gak deeeeng. yok cerita yok. … (gue jadi lupa kan tadi mau cerita apa hehehe)

uh well. actually i wanna start abt what happened in last 30mins. hu uh both of my ears already fall down but he was enjoyed talking with i dont know who. it’s a crap? i dont know exactly. i dont really care and i dont wanna know with whom he was talking to. lalalalaaa lalalala lalalalalaaaaaaaaaa. lo pasti seneng ya ngobrolnya.

anyway. stop then. i dont want to ruin my nighty night tonight. grr. HAHAHA sekolah gue mengadakan pensi dan tebak sodara sodara setelah gue diajak jadi seksi dokumentasi (tepatnya gw yang mengajukan diri), trus di ajakin fashion show ala eighties pula.. dan kini diajak saman. booooook, hebring deh hahaha. but yeah so far still enjoying my schoolstuffs. so yeah, wallstreet pending dulu deh .. agak sakit hati jg ya gw sebenernya di repeat grrr.

oh ya. i already looked to my mom’s closet. and its full of baggy trousers, shouder pad blazer, POLKADOT (faaak), and those old things. mamaaaaaa. actually i want to looks like madonna but yeah gak ada madonna yang cina hahahaha duh binaaaaal. kata cellyn gayanya lady diana terlalu berat. jackie kennedy juga sama aja beratnya lbh berat dr selin UPS hahaha kidding darling hahaha.

ps : im going to sleep ya. those fuck mosquitos are killing me. craaap. anyway. im accepted as pembawa bendera konfigurasi pas opening ceremony pensi sekolaj gw. daaaaang. it’s hard. keep praying for me.

cyupsssooo everybody. im signing off <3

i know this is my thousand times writing so much thing abt love. yeaaah it’s no use. but again, it’s better making short post abt love than keeping them up on my deeepest heart. yeah? oke lah ya? oke.

i don’t know exactly my feeling. im not that mama lauren. i can’t describe my feeeling. it’s quite hard. but i know, when i was beside him, walking through people, sitting on la piazza steps, eating dairy queen or jcool together (then i know he ate more than his quotaaa), listening to his brother’s phone mp3 while waiting in 21cineplex without buying any tickets ; we just ngadem hahahah, .. i was enjoying every single minute.

i want to freeze the time, freeze all of my schedule, freeze the phone rings. i need more than 2hours to be with him. i know that i am very dangdut but yeaaah, i even didn’t know anything abt my feeling. let just the love flow by the time.

.. i can’t calculate your serious level.. also myself.

but when you already said those words, i know that we will walk together, eat together, and do anything scared together. it’s just about you, when you will said those words? sing your slickshoes song to me. with fucking funny stupido face.., stammer, and nervousness.

i will.

Im wordless. God just answered all of my prayers.

He quite know what i want. He know i want monster!

Monster made my day. He made my last day of October.

im speechless. can’t wait to see monster on monday. colek2 his tempting body (dia duluan nyolek2 gue mentang2 tau gue gak bisa dikelitikin malah ngelitikin gue kan kan brengseknya kan kan raksasanya keluar). adu panjang jambang. declare GO DIET (padahal makan masih maruk berdua hahaha). talk abt shoes, geometrical wave, material, design.

Let me feel yours. Let me have yours.