would you still keep that words when we were separated by oceans, continents, time differences and even the worst…. our daily routines. living as Jeannie here in 2011, having courses in a huge mall (and all around so i can walk one to another), meet my boyf almost everyday, and having our best quality time like today wont be the same for in the following year. when i should continue my study, and a should work somewhere or build up his own business. well sooner or later, everything will change. have i told u? i hate changing. i hate changin my daily routines, i hate changing my habit, and the rest of them.
there might be skype, oovoo, messenger, facebook, twitter or what, but tell me… when you’re in the middle of nowhere, alone, no friend, no family, and having your own problem…. what’s perfect for u? for me, that might be a’s warmy hug. one hug explains anything. that includes explaining anything for that probs (how to handle it, how to survive with it) and making me sure there’s a man outside here waiting for me to come back home.
i had my time today. i was totally forgot to reply a’s text. that afterthat he’s been so…. not in the mood up till now. okay i wont write the bad things happened today. i went to a cafe near the mall. we played several games…. and he laughed as well… looks so handsome as usual.
i wonder if i were in somewhere now. no that quality time…. even via skype or what.
i wonder if we were separated not only by the distance…. but also with our feeling itself.
would we still survive with this?
@jeannieoct
