im crying while reading your message man. im crying while im reading your post. im thinking of you when i was listened to a Maliq & D’essentials Dia although it was abah’s song. i dont know what happened with you lately, i know you had your score and crying over and over dissapointed with your own study hard. but Ya, i know you’re very frustrated about your own..

again Ya. im typing this lebay thingies just for realize you.. about our friendship that you said a moment ago its just like a trash. Ya, it isn’t about your score. your nem. your sman21. your choice. or your expectation about all. its about our friendship. and you said its a trash. you’re wrong.

but its all up to you Ya, i know Bhee is much better than me as your friend. you think im a jerk who even mad with other friends or whatever your opinion. Ya, im hungry. i cant believe you were said those revenge words on the first of july.

idk Ya, but July seems like fvck. im idiot. im selfish. i just come to you when i need you Ya. but for your info Ya, i called you at 10 just for told you that im on Gen FM and shared a story about friendship and boys thing. i want you to stay tuned on Gen FM (with Rozy Aldilasa) but you didnt accepted my call. rejected my call phone. let my wall stuck in your profile. and told your maid to said you already sleept to me.

Ya. im sad Ya. im sad when i see you cried like crazy in our graduation. im sad when i see you’re left by bubu. im sad when i listen to your story about your pain. now im double triple fripple sad when i read your messages. im not that type friend Ya.

last time we’re talked in YM, even i said to mami : mom wait a minute, Yaya is need a good advisor. and my mom looked grim and said : ohh so Yaya is much important than your mom, gitu dek? ngeeeeng im on dillemma but i think Yaya need a good advisor. obviously, she said she needs a good speaker. well. talk to wall. Yaya, i want you to reach what do you want and if i only be the good speaker.. you will be the same. with your own hatred.

Ya, i dont know. but know you turn so mean. this is not Yaya Helaria which i cut the nails with zigzag scissors and now it grows zigzag too. Ya, i wanna hold your hands and play abcd 5 dasar.

dont cry anymore Yaya. im here. you can text me anytime ya. maybe i dont have any pulsa, but im here keep praying for you Ya. for your sman21. for your australia university. for your OWN bubu. for your own life. pls, dont cry anymore Yaya.