frinite.

besok moooosss krikrikrik agak agak males juga sih ya ngikut abis kakak kelasnya udah pada kenal trus nanti dimarah marahin adooooh. tp berhubung besok cap tiga jari (dimana gue sangat sangat excited buat cap tiga jari yaaay) jadinya dateng deh lagian mau alesan cabut kemane? kelapa gading? pol banget dah.

oh ya tadi di tempat les gue ada games gitu.., dan gue awalnya duduk beda meja gitu sama si bang arrogant. haha yaiyalah gimana juga gue kalo nempel2 die.. gengsi ditaroh dimana hahaha. trus dibagi 5 kelompok. ngitung gitu satu dua tiga empat lima ulang lagi. nah gue dapet kelompok x. gue udah mulai feeling feeling gimana gitu.. duh jangan2 sekelompok. ternyata..

yeah, trus dia duduk di sebelah gue kebayang aja kan udah mau ambil linggis gue. maluuuuuuuu   eh serius deh he’s so arrogant and sok cool tauuuu. waktu last saturday cabut bareng sama anak2 yang laen.. SOK COOOOOOOL. gue udah jantungan masih aja diem. kambing.

so yeah whatelse ya, besok gue ada chocolate testing di wallstreet. pikiran gue mah pas booking pasti banyak coklatnya.. so gue book deeeeh hahaha perut kareeet perut karet. anyway, bosen juga ya makan loykee yang pake student card itu, makin sering gue kesana makin kecil kayaknya ayamnya jadi tadi gue makan blizzard deh, bosen juga sih. hahahaha.

duh gue belom dapet backpack baru nih buat sekolah. mana tas gue si converse cupu itu makin cupu dipake udah over 3 years dan udah tambal sulam sana sini udah gembel banget deh butuh tas baru aaa tadi ke surfer girl (cuma tas billabong roxy ripc volcom) yang gue liat tasnya paling kuat kokoh dan tahan 3 tahun kedepan. tapi harganya nguras tabungan juga.

sekolah yaaaa… aaaaa rasanya masih mau tidur tiduran siang siang bolong deeeh. mana gue liat buku sma tebel2 bula krikrikrik. jahat banget dua semester satu buku.. untung kelasnya dibawah. kalo telat tinggal ngibrit kalo naek2 tangga lagi kan ribet bok.

ps : jam masuk sekolah jadi tetep setengah tujuh yaa? malesdeh kalo gini.

OVR

im getting blushy by the day. no more tears, no more regret times, no more fake romantic thingies its all over (oke gue udah ngomong over beribu ribu kali tp ternyata gak over over, shit lah) yeah selin aja bisa masa gua gak bisa cing malu abis dong badan sama gede tp gue lbh sensi.., kambing.

it isnt about many new attractive friends or something. its about time goes by so slowly slowly time goes by soo so sooo lah. oke gue emang pengen back to the old times in that day.. but i think it could  be a freak day which all of day i keep thinking about love love love love.  sounds suck yeah.

anyway. tadi siang abis menikmati promo di loy kee dimana gue semakin makmur sejahtera karena makanan enak sehat dan murah (pake student card hahaha, nyesel deh student card gue KAMBING banget fotonya tuh udah gak berbentuk poni udah awut2an trus tampang gak mandi, sial) almost every lunch. karena udah makan loy kee, lewat sudah blizzard

dgn perut kekenyangan trus gue naik lift. trus pas buka lift taradadadadaaaaaaa i met him again after that saturday timey hahahahahaha dia gak sombong emang kayak bocah arrogant hahaha trus sempet ngobrol sbntar and as usual.. he looks like adit. tau adit kan? aditnya eiffel im in love. mana wangi pula haha bukan deng yang wangi itu cewek disebelahnya parfumnya kayak parfum gue hahahaha.

but yeah, its all over.

lanjutkan!

(whattafvck gak nyambung abes)

greaaatyay.

so yeah im feeling great today. started with ate sushi like gelandangan hahahaha yaampun selin tuh udah tau i have no money anymore (punya sih tp buat seminggu kedepan cing kalo gue abisin hari ini masa besok minta duit lagi maluuuuuu) malah diajakin makan sushi.. gembel deh

tp lumayan sih krn satu piring bagi berdua gue makan 60rb udah kenyang haha gpp deh sekali sekali (sekali sekali gundul, baru minggu lalu pret) eh mending gue daripada selin baru kemaren hahaha gpp hari ini berhasil melampiaskan makan sushi. nyam nyam nyaaaaam.

whatelse ya? oh ya tadi gw disenyumin si sombong hahaha gpp sih cing sebenernya abis tu bocah sombong banget sumpah somboooong. senyum kek apa kek masa ngeliat gue dilewatin gitu aja .. yah bkn siapa siapa jg sih tp nyebelin gak lo udah senyum eh gak disenyumin balik somboooooong pret pret pret.

trus tadi, lagi mau balik gue bilang sama temennya (dkt dia jg) balik ya boss.. trus dia balik iya dadaaaaah trus senyum HUAHAHAHAHA norak sih gue gpp deh si sombong tak lagi sombong huahaha amin deh. abis ganteng2 sombooong..

mooday.

gue baru saja dengan sukses mengajarkan orang turki yang satu tempat les sama gue.. makan chinesse food. gue menerangkan jenis makanan pake logat indo. tp ternyata dia lbh memilih roti boy.. katanya dia gak bisa makan pake sumpit. tenang aja nak, besok gue ajarin makan sushi. hahahahahaha. so silly man.. akhirnya bareng sama dua orang lagi gue sama si turki cabut ke mkg3 dari la piazza. gue pikir bakalan cantengan saking jauhnya.. gataunya ada shortcut hahaha.

i already ordered my high school uniform and yeah im back to donboscooo. kalo kata nesti mah gpp dimanapun sekolahnya asal ada nilai yeaaaaah gpp ikhlas kok gue mau gimana ibu batak di TU sman21 udah pasrah kok liat nem gue.

luckily di sma donbosco gak ada bocah2 like ex bf which turns like evil soalnya dia pindah yeaaaaaaaah tooooaast sodara sodara, girang deh gw. im seeing for new friends, new activity, new experience. sooo yeah there’s a will there’s a way (gak nyambung hahaha)

oh yeah, gue barusan suntik hepatitis nyyeeeet ngilu banget dokternya masih still the same doctor when i was 5 years old hahaha dan tenang aja gue masih jejeritan kok pas mau disuntik kambing kambing kambing. dan barusan, nyokap gw berniat menyuntikan gw imunisasi kanker serviks which is butuh berkali kali suntik dan nyokap gw mau ngecek kelenjar2 gw di dokter dalam di rpad.. which is.. jarum suntik. hubaaahubaaaa gak maaau guaaaa.

w/e

everyday i go to la piazza exactly. so when u’re there, just come to wallstreet on 2nd floor and meet me. fvck. im trapped in la piazza everyday. moga moga ajaaaa gak ketemu ex bf which turns to enemy. well gue gak nganggep enemy. tp lo masih nganggep bf gitu padahal di belakang gue ngata ngatain seenak jidatnya. yeah, no more patient. gila kali lo sabar dikata katain padahal kerja udah kayak kuli.

whatelse? oh ya im proud of my nem exactly. i think 32.10 it pretty good. well it isnt 35 as i need to accepted in sman21. but you know, i saw my wish list which i made on last 2009 new years eve. and i wrote : saya bangga jika nilai rata2 ujian saya 8,00. yeah. at least i’ve done it by myself alone with looong time studied everyday.

ah ya i had a blast weekend night tonight. with some wsi friends. and ended with ran from jco to wallstreet, yeaaaah my ankle now looks so pretty. my god. plus kalo kata nyokap gue mah : mami gak marahin mami cuma ngasih nasehat blablablablabla dari la piazza, makan di akang, sampe balik ke rumah. yeah its all my fault tp gue udah minta maaaaaaf tadinya malah mau makan nyampe ke pasar baru, …

so yeah, .. i miss cellyn chacha nesti yaya stascia tamara putri amal desi hansen tedot alissa 9a 8b 7a donbosco ppl very muccchhh aaah cant wait to see them again and swim with cellyn next tuesday. and go to sency tebet pp next thursday.

i just found a man my ex bf yang katanya gak suka sama gue sebel sama gue dan selalu ngata ngatain gue DIBELAKANG GUE. yang ternyata perhatian sama status update facebook gue.. dan blog gue. my godsake thanks for being one of my followers. im really appreciate it

ps : naive is a word which is ambigu. so. jangan sotoy. may God always bless you ya.

ar

so yeah i met him on social club ws today BUT he didnt greeted me.. SO ARROGANT kampret kampret kampret aaaah shittyshit i’ve been waiting him to greet me but zero man. aaaah jadi curcol gini guee sebeeel deh abisnyaaaa sombong banget ih i think he’s pretty friendly but zero whattayaaaaaa.

waste my time, ka.

wsi life.

so yeah.., seperti inilah libur. i just wondering everyday kapaaan yaaa gue beli longchamp baru haha kidding man. lately gue menjelma jadi anak mall. pagi ke mall baru pulang jam 9 krikrikrik. what a man. doing lesson on wall street, just stay there and talking each other with new friend, thinking what to eat for lunch, go for lunch, back to wall street, doing nothing, talking, thinking what to eat for ngemil thingie hahaha whoops, thingking what to eat for dinner, dinner, back to ws, go to toilet, and back home.

gitu terus muter muter. anyway. meeting new ppl at ws such a thing man hahaha asik ciiing sekalian praktek ngomong. im introduced by mbak benita (yang ternyata satu gereja sama gue, my godsake what a god way man) to arman, robin who come from sunter and gimme a water hahaha, lola, may, and a bule come from turkey named athonio. well, they gave me very good first sight impresion.

let me see there was some guys who impressed me like crazy. the first one is a graduated-from-college student who’s working on ws now a part timer i guess, very friendly and has a supersweetsmile, but he already had a relationship with one of my kakak kelas and she’s pretty cool i think. yeah.

the second one is college student yang menurut gue punya kharisma sendiri. well this is just when i saw abah for the first time yaaaaaaay kok cakep yaaa hahaha anak smp anak smp whoops anak smaaa hahahah. he’s talkative and lied to me that he’s 15. same like me. and now going to senior high and live in pinggiran jakarta. dan begonya.., gue percaya. damn. i met him a moment ago after sooo long time (yeah i met him in front of mkg and shouting : HEY ANAK 95 hhahaha and he greeted my mom my paps with his soooo raspberry smile. whatdeF. i wonder when i talk to him again. hmmm he’s handsoooome man <3

the third one is a senior high student. looks like Nino RAN. and crazy like hell come from rumah sakit jiwa. i know him by the second one anyway. he’s cooool. and always makes me laugh out super loud and haha hihi thingies giggle it out hahahahha. but unfortunately, he’s a smoker. well, he’s funny hahahah.

the fourth one (I KNOW ITS TOO MUCH hahaha) is a already-graduated-student  who just like’s my old gebs so i told cellyn : OH JESUS mul i saw jelmaan marcellous my godsake hahaha. norak deh keluar. i met him on new student party and he told me.. you’re a girl right? lets change mine with you. haha kelompok gitu. dia dapet supergirl. gw superman. he’s handsome, friendly, and easy going. but i think, he’s not my types anyway. yeah.

soooo these attractive handsome friendly easygoing ppl makes my day eveeeerrryday on my holyshitty day. makin semangat gue ke wallstreet hahaha. but i swear, im going to ws to improve my english so yeah. its just a compliment. haha lo kira puding jen.

ps : smooch.., bagi bananasplitnya dooooooooooong.

to : Yaya

im crying while reading your message man. im crying while im reading your post. im thinking of you when i was listened to a Maliq & D’essentials Dia although it was abah’s song. i dont know what happened with you lately, i know you had your score and crying over and over dissapointed with your own study hard. but Ya, i know you’re very frustrated about your own..

again Ya. im typing this lebay thingies just for realize you.. about our friendship that you said a moment ago its just like a trash. Ya, it isn’t about your score. your nem. your sman21. your choice. or your expectation about all. its about our friendship. and you said its a trash. you’re wrong.

but its all up to you Ya, i know Bhee is much better than me as your friend. you think im a jerk who even mad with other friends or whatever your opinion. Ya, im hungry. i cant believe you were said those revenge words on the first of july.

idk Ya, but July seems like fvck. im idiot. im selfish. i just come to you when i need you Ya. but for your info Ya, i called you at 10 just for told you that im on Gen FM and shared a story about friendship and boys thing. i want you to stay tuned on Gen FM (with Rozy Aldilasa) but you didnt accepted my call. rejected my call phone. let my wall stuck in your profile. and told your maid to said you already sleept to me.

Ya. im sad Ya. im sad when i see you cried like crazy in our graduation. im sad when i see you’re left by bubu. im sad when i listen to your story about your pain. now im double triple fripple sad when i read your messages. im not that type friend Ya.

last time we’re talked in YM, even i said to mami : mom wait a minute, Yaya is need a good advisor. and my mom looked grim and said : ohh so Yaya is much important than your mom, gitu dek? ngeeeeng im on dillemma but i think Yaya need a good advisor. obviously, she said she needs a good speaker. well. talk to wall. Yaya, i want you to reach what do you want and if i only be the good speaker.. you will be the same. with your own hatred.

Ya, i dont know. but know you turn so mean. this is not Yaya Helaria which i cut the nails with zigzag scissors and now it grows zigzag too. Ya, i wanna hold your hands and play abcd 5 dasar.

dont cry anymore Yaya. im here. you can text me anytime ya. maybe i dont have any pulsa, but im here keep praying for you Ya. for your sman21. for your australia university. for your OWN bubu. for your own life. pls, dont cry anymore Yaya.

dissapointed angry and mad

hey ya, i dont have so many time to talk behind you guys if you dont talk behind me of course. i knooooooow im still far from the perfect besties imaginary would you have. but now,.. im very very very very dissapointed of you guys.

i dont care if you get angry with committee yearbook or whatever.. you never support us.. i mean it comes from us and you dont support it anymore. isnt good for you? im dissapointed man. im very very very dissapointed its not a lebay thingie but for your information only (itu jg kalo butuh) .. this is our hard work for last 6 months guys.. and you.. NEVER appreciate us. man with those stupido norak and kampungan words.. i know. you’re not my best anymore. sight.

hard to say, but im missing my besties timey. why you should doing like that? i know i made so many mistakes in my grammar or whatevershits. but you know, its more lebay and dangdut if i write in indonesian.. i dont care and this is a part of learning. yeah we are learning by doing.. i just hoping you guys can get the idea of its. yeah. besties.

IX A gundul.

how come gue gak kangen sama kelakuan binal anak2 kelas gue? seeing their ugly photos makes me hubahuba totally missing theeeem yaaaaiy. walau emang ntar ketemu lagi di sma, .. tp effingnya bedaaaaa. klo dulu kan sekelas mau najis najisan rame rame jg ayo ayo aja aaaaaaaah 9A bau kakii i miss youuu feelaaaasss <3

ini sugi, lagi masukin reza si sepatu kuning tai ke dalem lemari (?)

hansen lagi nyuapin anus, no wonder.. mereka emang ‘agak’ hahaha.

ini kerjaan anak2 suer gw cuma copy gambar doang haha

emang gatau diri nih bocah2 disekolahin mahal2 malah colok2an hmmm.

buat yerbuuuk

lomba paduuus aaargh <3

source : fb hansen. fb ivan surya.

yeaaaaaaah gila gue kangen kelakuan binal binal 9A anak anak udah mau ujian juga masih colok2an … suhandi tuh hhhh hahahaha dasar gilaaaa.. well. dangdut sih. tp nanti nanti pasti gue inget sama anak2 yg suka colok2 an, ngumpetin anak orang di lemari, suka suap2an. aah double missyou naaaaak