Music & Lyrics

i watched this movie at valentine’s movie social club at wallstreet. i knew the theme song before ( yea it’s the famous way back into love) and that song became a special song for me. ha, lame old story. but it’s a truly lovely song i thought. with those sweeeet piano sounds with lovely crunchy Hugh Grant voice also the unique voice : Drew Barrymore. whoo, great duo combo.

anyway. ternyaa Hugh Grant ganteeeeeeeeeeeeng yaaaa (melting) emang keliatan tua sih but the truth is he still looks like a don juan. wooowwk. i love the simple plot. easy listening music (that makes me calm down when i watched this movie) and Drew Barrymore’s acting. simple cute but still outstanding. oh yeaaaaaa.

and i love their’s chemistry,… wowowow… dapet banget!

ps : Thanks to Kristina who bring this movie to social club and let us watch this movie up until the end!

The Terminal

I watched this movie tonight, and i loooooove Tom Hanks like hell. Catherine Zeta-Jones perfectly welsh face. and i like the simple plot. simple character. simple main idea. i’ll write the review soon. please lemme breath. I SUGGEST YOU TO WATCH THIS MOVIE. simple. funny. AND NEW YORK. wohoooo.

(The Terminal – 2004)

i always love airport. gue interest banget kalo ngapalin nama nama airport in every country. belom lagi isinya, even map di airportnya. i love being in airport. seeing huge gigantic plane. thinking what people feel about the excitement for meeting their relatives or maybe the sadness for leaving or being left. and found this film is such a great movie at all. really, for you who likes airport like i do (kinda freak sih, but it’s true!) and spesifically NYC … grab this movie soon. oh i love akang Tom Hanks sama neng Cath Zeta-Jones. whooopie!

ps : thanks Chris for brought up this movie to social club at Wallstreet and allow me to borrow his DVD. a bit kinda annoying with some ‘abnormal part’ ya know. filmnya ngadat gitu. annoying gak tuh. but this is a good movie. with just one scene of kissing. but it’s a beautiful kissing… not the horny one. it’s great then.

salmon dynamite (?)

i’m having new energy. i know this life gonna be my first and my last life ever. apa yang bisa dilakuin hari ini, yah lakuin deh hari ini. no matter how crazy that is. i’m trying to be happy as myself. who really cares with other ppl said about me. ya know, people teach me how to feel grateful for this life. no matter what my hair looks, my face looks, my brain seems like a shit… but hell yeah. i’m having this amazing life. everything that i do never regret it. life lesson can’t buy with anything. so yeah. i do what i wanna do. people say it’s fucking freak?

who cares.

ps : take care ppl. rainy season bok… petir sambar menyambar… angin bisa nerbangin dean (baca : temen gue yang badannya paling … tipis) and loads of things happen in the outside. oh ya, pls forgive my grammar mistakes ya, katanya nyokap gue tau URL blog gue dan niat mau ngecek soo… let’s write em in english. drpd dikotbahin lagi. lol. gotta update sooooon! I MISS YA WRITING TONS OF SHIT HERE!

february quickie newsssy!

wwweeeeewww, seems like i wanna write tons of stories. but yeah, deadline pissed me off…. ngekngok. i’ll write quick news about me lately (i know that’s so unimportant, but at least i’m telling you a bit about my day) … i’m also looking forward to change my header… looks like my childhood-memories-draw-with-crayon-and-supermessy glaaah!

1. Mr. Freddy sent me a gift. WOAWK cant wait to see em. ya know. i write this ‘thing’ to my shopping list and in one afternoon i got a message from mr. Freddy…. you’re screwwy kewl God! thankies Mr. Freddy. i’ll post it soon <3 <3 cyuuuuups.
2. i’m still working on deadline. Provoke student edition will printed by this 12/13 feb and those layout make me crazy at all. bayangin aja ya, laptop gue being SUPERSLOOOOOW duh kayaknya buka satu dua lay out (yang sizenya 7 mega) udah ngos ngosan. duuuuh i need zuppa faaaasteer laptop like macbook (kedipin mama)
3. anyway, i also have to take photos some school pensi … though gue bisa minta foto dari panitia, kadang2 gak enak juga. gak enak sm reporter yang barengan sama gue. tp tenang aja… kalo DAPET REPORT BOYS LIKE GIRLS gak usah ditanya gw kedipin deh biar selasa malem juga :s huaaaa mau dooong kalo besok2 ada konser lg….
4. i got ‘comission’ for referalling (aha, right?) my friends to wallstreet. soo… i’ll make a shopping list… ups i mean… it’s just for buy some books… dvds… or maybe tons of sushi. yummy!
5. i’ll tell you my plan … tepatnya my mission kali yaa yang bakalan gue lakuin in this year. lebih ke profesi2 yang gue minati dan… akan gue jajal. semuanya. satu satu. magang2an… bakalan gue coba. didoakeun ya… di penerbit udah tembus. di majalah tembus. production house tembus (even bentar dan kurang mendalami). target selanjutnya sih kalo gak tv company ya radio. didoakeun ya. ingat ingat hidup hanya sekali kalo bisa cobain sekarang cobain lah sampe puas.
6. i’ll be in JCC by this february 11. whoop whoop. our saman’s group will perform there in like an education something lupa deh gue. so so soooo…, i can’t get it. gue bahkan belom apal lirik syeh nya. tetooot. nyontek deh ya ya nyonteeeeek.
7. .. actually there’re lotsa stories. but backache attack me now. i need my counterpain… and chili koyo. great.

nighty everyone. have a great dream. you know… lately gue gak menyebut semua angan2 gila gue as a dream. pemimpi cuma mimpi. dari sudut pandang gue… pemimpi terkesan kayak tukang bobo… gitu2 lah mimpi doang. eventhough gue emg tukang bobo, tapi gue gak cm bobo.

gue lebih nyebut i have a plan rather than i’m dreaming. gue punya angan angan. dan gue punya rencana. i know how to reach ‘that’ thing. walaupun banyak. kalo terorganized pasti bisa. yea yea walau gue emg gak inspiring (as a kewl kiddo -ewww-) gue yakin pasti semua yang kita mau bisa tercapai. kalo punya rencana. nggak tau kapan sih, tapi pasti bisa.

BUDAYAKAN KOREK KUPING!!!!

Black Book Project

aha, i’ve about 5mins errr…. already midnight now. i just finished my first layout for Provoke Magz… there are still 2 spread pages and another one is provoking artist of the month layout…. it’s 4pages. whoa whooaa and the deadline is actually this Fri. i am good? yessss i even break my deadline. jesuschrist.

aaaand, today i made my Black Book Project with Cellyn. it’s from H&M awwwwk. i already sent our best photo with a bit editing and if i win, my photos will able to find at their exclusive t-shirt… with our pics on it. sounds cool eerr? hahaha. here’s my photos!

buahahaha call me freak. but it was fun though hahahaha. actually i have bunch of fucking econ homeworks (the same as before) for tomorrow but hell yeaaaaaaaah lazy to do that. so, i decided to cheat my homework tomorrow. and, i also have to buy some…. yeah yeah still a secret. and go to wallstreet. seems like a tiring day. okay, backache now. almost 5hours for 1 layout. i’m great (fuck off my self blargh).

anyway…. here’s Luke. he’s so handsome yaaaaaaa awwwk! he’s one of Skins (drama TV series from UK in E4) cast and their fourth Skin will launch tomorrow. geeeeee, i hardly can’t wait ya know. ooooaaawk Luke, he’s so kind loh even he tried to approve all of friend request on his facebook. okay dang! aha! here’s my Luke (ups)

aha okay, i’ll write soon then. sorry for using my bad grammar. i’m practising in here! whoop whoop. gotta go bed then. fucking backace. grrrr. nighty. see ya folks! catcha later

having a relationship

unfortunately, i’m not the person who giving her boyfriend love kisses, sweet words, zillion hugs etc etc etc. i’m not the person who telling her boyf i love you i wanna be with you i need you you’re my sweet i love you like hell i can’t being far from you BLAH BLAH BLAH. well, tipe pacaran orang beda2 kan ya kan ya kan. begitupula dengan gue.

since my mom didn’t really know that i’m truly in a relationship with a kind of rhinoceros like Edo…., oke dia emg tau gue ke wallstreet bareng Edo.., kadang2 makan juga bentar, but more than ‘THAT’ things…. i can’t do like i’m not guilty at all.

…..and this is my way for having a relationship. i bring it to my ‘fun world’. i make it like a carousel. i feel like i’m a girl and he’s a boy. we’re laughing together, we’re mocking each other, we’re sharing lotsaaa information, we’re drawing anything, we’re showing our guilty pleasure…. we’re having fun. with a commitment

is that wrong? kinda weird?

well this is my way. imma normal girl. as usual. I’M NORMAL. i’ll give him a bit small surprise in his birthday, eventhough i can’t write romantic silly letter… but. hem, gue ada ide cemerlang (secemerlang otaknya Edo) .. kalo ngajakin Edo berbalas surat cinta (lengkap dengan love letter pake kertas pink bau minyak arab… ups minyak mawar maksud gue. trus tanda tangan. yang gombal tapinya. lucu ya. melatih kegombalan. BUAHAHAHAHAH. mati deh gw. buabahahaha.

… a f cby

i’m exhausted. i was cried like hell. they were make me out from this universe. i know what i wanna do. even they accused me when i said that i want do this. this is what i really want. then if i said this link could help me to go THERE…. i know this is exactly will going to me. sooner. i’m exhausted crying over Cellyn Josephine Dione like ass hell. and i won’t do that again. i dont know. all of this i wanna want seems great, but i didn’t understand why they never let me go by public transport (cause i really dont want to make trouble some to them about pick me up and etcetcetc) …

….. i know that they love me like hell. but yeah. this is my chance. BUT YOU NEVER THINK THAT I CAN GO THERE. just because their EGO. theirselves. jesuschrist. i need your self. i want them to understand me. but please i dont wanna do that they want.

i know this post seems like a junk. you couldn’t understand my story. geee. you know, i’m still a crybaby. a fuck crybaby. (sight)

UNDERestimate

i always being underestimate by people. my mom said that i would never catch Charles de Gaulle it’s fucking impossible to get… even i already count how many rupiahs i need to go there… with many airways, … my f said that my english wasn’t show any progress. and i still an idiots making english sentences. my father said that i couldn’t speak english confidently without making any silly mistakes… my big f  laughed as fool as i try to persuade them that i wanna go there… i wanna go Parsons… i wanna be in front row Paris Fashion Week. as i love fashion, art, litelature…

they gave me fat ass shit smile like i can’t do wash the dishes, go somewhere by public transport, being smartey student…. they underestimate me myself. as my mom, father, f, big f, and bla bla bla do to me. … somehow i fell my tears out. i can’t believe that ‘THEY” who considered theirselves as my close relative …. laughed out to me and made me like a fool. but i know i supposed not to be like this. crying over physics period.

…. i know what i wanna do. they extremely didn’t support me in anykind i do now. they keep commented what i wanna do, what i wanna take, what is my plan. I PERFECTLY KNOW WHAT I WANNA DO. i know i want to get a chance to go there as a freeebien (bcause i promised myself that i wouldn’t beg my mom to pay me to go there)…. then i take some ways to catch freebie to there. …. i know. i never be like ‘them’ who you always pointing to.

i will never gain 30million rupiahs per month as a salary that i get…. for being freelancer. for being production crew. for being tv new’s anchor. for being designer. for being assistant designer….. but hell yeah. I PERFECTLY KNOW WHAT I WANNA DO. and i’m quite sure that God will never underestimate me as his child. he will gimme a chance with zillion ways. … although my grammar isn’t that good (YEAH IT’S BAD) .. but i know… this way will help me sooner or later.

so Nighty france. nighty God. nighty PPL

paris : 5th June

(click on the pics for better)

yes i know i’m crazy. i’m obsessed. i’m unrealistic. you said that i was crazy. being over expectation. but i believe someday God will show me the way to go there…. People will gimme a chance to go there… whether by Etihad or Emirates or Ch*na fuck air i don’t care. i don’t care about the jetlag thingies. i don’t care about my breakfast-dinne-lunch and cemal cemil there. i prefer to bring my magic jar from jakartans… maybe combo with french fries, sausage, sambel, with sashimi,……

maybe i was crazeh .. being obsessed. but yeah. i know.

5th of June… i would be there.

xx

ps : i even already count 1024$ convert o rupiahs will be 12.800.000 rupiahs. dibagi 141 days to go 5th june. maka gw sehari harus nabung 90.800 rupiahs. dibuletin jadi 100.000 per day. GEE.

#book wishlist. sooon to buy.

1. Teen Vogue Handbook : an insider’s guide to career in fashion

2. The Naked Traveler 2

3. Adam Kho : Secrets of SUCCESSFULL TEENS!

4. Backpacking Hemat ke Australia

#i promise i wil buy these books sooon. after i get the chinesse new year ‘bonus’ ngekngek